A Love-Hate Relationship

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2 Responses to A Love-Hate Relationship

  1. Barrie says:

    I don’t know about love-hate, but I definitely have a knot-in-my-stomach, I-gotta-push-through-this feeling. BTW, I did add a primitive progress meter to my sidebar. I’ll try it for a couple of weeks anyway. And, yes, I’m in San Diego too!

  2. J.K. Mahal says:

    Thanks, Barrie. 🙂 I hope the word meter works for you. And it’s wonderful to meet another SD writer.BR/BR/I’ve gotta find a way to get all the emotion I feel about writing the book into the book. It is going well, even I seems to be going batty.BR/BR/Good luck on your new book. And I look forward to seeing your first one in bookstores next year.BR/BR/Jen

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