Sadness or Euphoria

“They say that these are not the best of times, but they’re the only times I’ve ever known. And I believe there is a time for meditation in cathedrals of our own….for we are always what our situations hand us, it’s either sadness or euphoria….” br /br /–Billy Joel, “Summer, Highland Falls”br /br /I want to hide under the covers. Just pull them over my head and pretend the world does not exist. That my cat isn’t sick with chronic renal failure, my mom isn’t on a slow slide downhill that hurts to witness, my dad isn’t dead, my hearing is perfect and that I’m not experiencing a case of the mean reds. br /br /But my covers are being bogarted by the cats, who enjoy holding them in place with their furry little bodies, so climbing under them isn’t an option. Plus it feels self-defeatist. I’ve lived a life that has similarities with the Unsinkable Molly Brown. Drowning now would just be sad.br /br /So I’m trying to put one foot in front of the other. INSTRUCTIONS Use order generic cialis as directed by your doctor. o Take this medicine by mouth with or without food. It has been seen that as a male, proving that you are still attracted towards her, it results in generic sildenafil from india better sleep. Whenever it viagra on sale cheapest icks.org comes to a happy married life, the sexual lives of the partners also come into the picture. They fail to respond to the medicines which are sold in levitra price in india the name of a brand. Forward motion, that’s the ticket. That and cleaning the house, which always seems to help. It’s a putting my world in order thing. br /br /And did I mention the good friends, who also help. You know who you are. I’ll get through. I know I will. I’m just not going to be fine for a while.

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6 Responses to Sadness or Euphoria

  1. Mary Castillo says:

    Well, if you need to show up on your door step and smack you around, we will!BR/BR/Of course we’d never smack you. Just ply you with chocolate, dirty jokes and shameless gossip.BR/BR/Love ya,BR/BR/Mary

  2. Lara says:

    I love you. I would absorb the red if I could and make it a really pretty purple…or maybe green.

  3. J.K. Mahal says:

    Thanks girls. Much appreciated.BR/Love,BR/Jen

  4. Michele says:

    Jen, you’re right…You need to keep moving forward. And apparently your cats know it’s the best thing for you to do, too. BR/BR/Take Care,BR/BR/Michele

  5. Erica Orloff says:

    Hi JK:BR/Taking it a day at a time is so cliched–sometimes a minute is all we can do. Hang in there and . . . one foot in front of the other.BR/BR/Peace,BR/e

  6. Dana Diamond says:

    How can I say anything better than Billy Joel?BR/BR/I can’t.BR/BR/For me, delusion works. I pretend everything is okay and put one foot in front of the other. And pretty soon, everything *is* okay.BR/BR/You’ll find your new normal soon. I can almost taste it!BR/BR/Love, d

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